lodirulz
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Live as the color red in a world of black and white.
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Post by lodirulz on Aug 3, 2014 22:22:35 GMT -5
I love, and actively listen to, most of Avril Lavigne's Music. (Except for Hello Kitty)
I use the word tho a lot, and not even jokingly.
I'm not proud of this one, but I've come to realize that I was under the mental philosophy of "What the f***? I'm being nice to girls, why in the f*** aren't they dating me?"
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Sephiroth
Wade Wilson
Surviving
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Post by Sephiroth on Aug 3, 2014 22:29:51 GMT -5
I still cry when Littlefoot's mom dies in the Land Before Time, and I still have my stuffed Littlefoot from when the movie was originally out
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Glitch
King Koopa
Not Going To Die; Childs, we're goin' out to give Blair the test. If he tries to make it back here and we're not with him... burn him.
Watching you.
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Post by Glitch on Aug 3, 2014 22:30:53 GMT -5
I never learned to read!
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Post by Deleted on Aug 3, 2014 22:45:58 GMT -5
I find myself increasingly despondent by humanity's inability to palpably rescind the patrician's attempts to pacify or otherwise whittle away at the general populace's sense of individuality, self-worth and overall financial and emotional freedom to the point that said populace appears to be willfully complying, and in some cases actively courting further degradation. Disheartening - doesn't begin to describe the nigh-contempt I sometimes view my fellow citizens with and that, on principle, bothers me even more than the aforementioned.
...got bit by a dog, too.
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Mozenrath
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Foppery and Whim
Speedy Speed Boy
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Post by Mozenrath on Aug 3, 2014 22:47:17 GMT -5
I'm kind of a shitty friend sometimes.
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Post by Hit Girl on Aug 3, 2014 22:47:49 GMT -5
I would have stayed inside the Matrix.
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Chip
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Slam Jam Death.
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Post by Chip on Aug 3, 2014 22:54:06 GMT -5
I'm scared that I'll find out that my social anxiety is not having as great of an effect on my ability to accept adult responsibilities as I think and that I'm just a bit of a f*** up.
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Post by Orange on Aug 3, 2014 23:17:44 GMT -5
I'm an introvert and for the most part I'm fine with that, but sometimes I feel like, because I'm not more extroverted that I'm missing out on something. Maybe this is because I'm 22 and a lot of young people are more extroverted, but it makes me feel like there's something I'm missing out on.
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Lila
El Dandy
Slip N Slide World Champion 1997
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Post by Lila on Aug 3, 2014 23:34:42 GMT -5
I've become more quiet over the years, which says allot considering I've always been outgoing.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 3, 2014 23:39:39 GMT -5
If I had the money, was in better health, and was more independent, I'd probably transition from male to female faster than you'd expect.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 3, 2014 23:45:35 GMT -5
I have a high turnaround of acquaintances as I'm very picky/try not to stick around creative people who are too fond on copycatting/try not to be around people who get a bit nationalistic. On the upside this means a lot of people I know think I'm their friend so there's always couches/beds/rugs on floors/bathtubs for me to sleep on around various countries/cities/states/counties etc. I'm not impolite to them but yes, I keep very good terms with friends and partner but everyone else is politeness & avoiding being bored. Which has led to people assuming I'll be doing the same thing I'm doing now until I'm 50 before being hit by a train when slightly drunk, but there are worse ways to go.
Plus I write people songs on the spot when they ask so there's fair rewards for reciprocated general-convenience.
On top of that all the close friends/relationships I have tend to be really cool about me heading off for 2 - 4 weeks every few months on short or no notice given I need time away from people to deal with mental health stuff, or recording of demos and focusing solely on music (if I do creative things around people who aren't directly involved I am absolutely horrid due to focusing on sound alone and nothing else), or just needing to be away from places I'm too familiar with. It's cool to wake up to your own breath continually for a few weeks at a time I think, plus it means your misery is less liable to harm those around you even if they want to support you.
And whilst I'm rambling at 6am bored, I'm an ex addict of a few things and I'm glad, not just due to no longer abusing substances of varying classes to a point of madness, but also because having nothing, and then regaining my own mind/physical fitness means I know possessions are worthless and that travel and creativity and trials to gather sense in the world (science or social) matters more than anything. It also means I have an ego about a stupid deep knowledge of how people in authority can treat you (I never did anything bad to anyone but myself, never stole from people, never hit or assaulted anyone in any way unless it was self defense etc, but authority figures don't believe your own experiences, they believe cliches), and my resentment for people in power crushing individual hope/coping mechanisms/positivity sickens me. But sickens me in a happy way, I can deal with it, I'm convinced people who haven't got as harsh addictions can also gather themselves to see they can do better and make the world less depressing for all.
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Toxik916
Hank Scorpio
Sacramento Proud
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Post by Toxik916 on Aug 3, 2014 23:54:31 GMT -5
I hate being alone and I need to constantly have my friends around in order to be happy.
I'm also incredibly sentimental and emotional, I openly cry tears of joy and occasionally sympathetic scenarios can bring me to tears as well.
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Post by Clash, Never a Meter Maid on Aug 3, 2014 23:58:07 GMT -5
I'm actually a talking penguin.
Also, I like some Chris Brown stuff. He's a bipolar douche, but Forever and No Air are amazing.
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Post by Orange on Aug 3, 2014 23:58:30 GMT -5
I'm also incredibly sentimental and emotional, I openly cry tears of joy and occasionally sympathetic scenarios can bring me to tears as well. You and me both, brother; especially with music, as the times I have teared up during perfectly happy songs are way more than a normal person probably should.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 4, 2014 0:01:21 GMT -5
I'm quite short. At least the shortest man in my family right now. About 5'4, but everyone else is 5'9 and up. The only man shorter than me was my great great grandfather who was 5ft even. The funny thing about this is that the oldest of every other generation in my family is the shortest of that generation. My great grandfather, then my grandmother(his granddaughter), and then me. So it's kinda cool when I think about it.
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Post by Raskovnik on Aug 4, 2014 0:01:31 GMT -5
I am not sure I really want to be with anyone again after the way my last relationship ended (suicide), and more than that I've dropped a lot of what few friends I had before that happened and feel no real need to change it. Being by myself feels bad, but being around other people feels worse.
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Heartbreaker
King Koopa
Is actually Bindi Irwin
RIP Punk's media scrum, Page 54, Muffins, Biting People Bad™ (2022 - 2022)
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Post by Heartbreaker on Aug 4, 2014 0:06:08 GMT -5
I am dating a member of FAN. {Spoiler}{Spoiler}Just kidding.
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Post by Ryback on a Pole! on Aug 4, 2014 0:22:16 GMT -5
I have a very bad attitude to work. As soon as I get fed up with a job, I half-ass it. Although my current job I really do love so I'm doing well with it. Especially now I've been there for a year and am getting more responsibilities. I think my big issue with past jobs was doing hard work to start with and not getting recognition or appreciation so I ended up thinking "f*** it".
Also, I have little interest in sex at all. Tried it, didn't find it was all it was hyped up to be. I've got a girlfriend but I like the companionship and friendship more than sex.
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Post by Wolf Hawkfield no1 NZ poster on Aug 4, 2014 1:47:30 GMT -5
Over past couple of years I've ditched about 60% of my mates because severe depression forced to me the see the obvious that they were uncouth f***wits and I had been enabling their shitty behavior for years.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 4, 2014 2:15:20 GMT -5
I like Rebecca Black legit.
I'm far less trusting of people nowadays. I had gotten real close to someone who was similar to me, only a lot more extreme. I spent a lot of time and lost a lot of sleep for her. Turns out she's a huge douche and attention whore who turned her back on me when she quit liking MLP and I didn't.
I helped keep her alive and that's the thanks I got? Damn bitch.
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