Juice
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Post by Juice on Dec 9, 2017 0:51:03 GMT -5
This,year has been so ridiculous ups,and downs and i am,done. Sitting,hospital,right now. Pregnant,gifriend,just broke,up with me earlier. My other son I only,see,half the time even though his mom is terrible. I am not,doing an attention seeking post and I,very much realize,im not liked,here, but thats the sad f***ing part im so isolated that a wrestling message board that im a neausance on is,all I have to rant about my garbage existence.
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Ultimo Gallos
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Post by Ultimo Gallos on Dec 9, 2017 0:52:46 GMT -5
Do not do it. I tried to kill myself a few times over a decade ago. And still repairing the damage it did to my family and loved ones.
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The Yes Man
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Post by The Yes Man on Dec 9, 2017 0:58:40 GMT -5
Listen man, I don't know you and you don't know me. But this is never the answer. No matter how it seems now it can always get better. You have a son and another kid on the way, and that needs to be your reason to hang on. Think about what happens to them? If your sons mom is terrible that means you're his only real hope for a better life and you need to stay in it for him. You can't give up on your kids man.
People would miss you. It would destroy multiple lives. Find somebody to talk to, be it a friend or a professional of some kind.
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Post by DASH 243✅ on Dec 9, 2017 1:01:35 GMT -5
No don't. Don't even think about it You got a kid on the way he needs a father. Things will be ok. My sister took her life years ago worst thing I've ever gone through. You'll be ok but don't kill yourself. You need to talk pm me.
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Post by BrodietheSlayer on Dec 9, 2017 1:13:15 GMT -5
I know this is cliched' and corny, but this is the song that usually helps me when I'm feeling like I just wanna cash my chips, and trust me, there are those days. Maybe it'll help you too, because it is true.
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Mozenrath
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Post by Mozenrath on Dec 9, 2017 1:18:34 GMT -5
You need to do what you can to wait out the moment, because one of the first things to go in a depressive state is perspective. It's hard to see life before it, and damn near impossible to picture life after it, but dying right now won't do you any good. I'm not going to guilt trip you, you know who would be hurt and who absolutely does care, but I will say that you need to do what you can to pass time and try to wait it out.
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Post by Porky's Butthole on Dec 9, 2017 1:20:55 GMT -5
Speaking as someone who has survived 7 suicide attempts, being hit by a car about 4 times and several car accidents, trust me. Suicide is selfish. Suicide is never an answer. No matter what you're thinking and where you are in life, please, for the love of God...don't. It gets better.
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Juice
El Dandy
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Post by Juice on Dec 9, 2017 1:24:33 GMT -5
Actual thoughts in my head have been im worth more to my son dead. Soscial security money. I have been going to therapy. Hasn't worked much.
Going through an extended separation and,divorce process. Gilrfriend literally f***ing gutted me earlier.
Im exhausted. Inwas living in my car, finally got a place that would,give me,short term lease cause i was supposed to move in in February. So now thats done.
Shes,been introduced to my son they have relationship.
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Post by lemonyellowson on Dec 9, 2017 10:54:14 GMT -5
Dude, if you ever need to vent or chat on a pm just shout. Things get real shitty sometimes but without the shitty times you can’t appreciate the good times. And there will be good times for you again. Look after yourself.
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Juice
El Dandy
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Post by Juice on Dec 9, 2017 11:22:22 GMT -5
I think I have "survivor depression" like I went through a long awful experience and was able to maintain myself throughout, but after when things have calmed and are ok the sadness of the experience sets in.
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dav
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Post by dav on Dec 9, 2017 11:30:57 GMT -5
Is there a support group near you? Not a doctor as such, but a group where you can go to talk to people who have been through similar experiences who can help you through yours?
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Post by EvenBaldobombHasAJob on Dec 9, 2017 11:54:40 GMT -5
Dude please don't. it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I had a cousin who did it and my aunt and uncle were never the same.
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SmashTV
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Post by SmashTV on Dec 9, 2017 12:05:43 GMT -5
Don't do it, my friend. It might seem like a solution now, but it's not the answer to anything. You'd have loved ones who'd miss you, despite what you might think. Tomorrow is a new day, and a few months from now your circumstances could be completely reversed.
Hang in there, bud; don't give up.
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Juice
El Dandy
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Post by Juice on Dec 9, 2017 13:56:52 GMT -5
Is there a support group near you? Not a doctor as such, but a group where you can go to talk to people who have been through similar experiences who can help you through yours? I live in the middle of nowhere I doubt such a thing really exists in Dukes of Hazard town I find myself in.
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Post by Cyno on Dec 9, 2017 14:04:13 GMT -5
Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255 It's completely confidential, toll-free, and available 24-7. Please call them. If not for yourself, than for the people who love you. There are more of them than you realize. www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org also has an online chat if you have anxiety issues about being on the phone. I don't know if you have any form of HBO, but try and see if Chris Gethard's "Career Suicide" standup special is still available on HBO GO. He talks a lot about his own issues with depression and suicidal thoughts and I personally found it therapeutic when I've had my own depression flareups.
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Ultimo Gallos
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Post by Ultimo Gallos on Dec 9, 2017 15:35:37 GMT -5
Is there a support group near you? Not a doctor as such, but a group where you can go to talk to people who have been through similar experiences who can help you through yours? I live in the middle of nowhere I doubt such a thing really exists in Dukes of Hazard town I find myself in. I thought the same thing,I live outside the biggest town in my county and it has at most 8000 people,but there is a 2 times a month support group. Talking to others that are feeling the same helps.
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Post by Baby, it’s Jes outside on Dec 9, 2017 16:08:16 GMT -5
Do. Not.
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Post by edgestar on Dec 9, 2017 16:33:01 GMT -5
I've had depression with work, which unfortunately led to me cutting myself. That didn't ease the pain,and suicide for sure, will nothelp anyone. Please reach out. We are here for you, and thank you to the poster that put up the phone number. You have a son, and a baby on the way. It may seem rocky now, but your kids will certainly need their dad. Again, you can pm me, and I'm sure other members are willing to help.
Please know that you have support.
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Post by Clash, Never a Meter Maid on Dec 9, 2017 17:30:47 GMT -5
You have support from everyone here, I hope you know that. I've also dealt with my own depression and anxiety issues, it gets easier when you have someone to listen to.
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chazraps
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Post by chazraps on Dec 9, 2017 17:36:52 GMT -5
Don't kill yourself.
Call the suicide prevention number in this thread.
Do not kill yourself.
Be there for your children. You're worth so much more to them alive and as a part of their lives. They need you. Your place in their lives always is and always will be irreplaceable to them. Killing yourself is going to f*** them up far worse than any other outcome you can see coming from this.
Do not kill yourself.
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