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Post by Deleted on Dec 9, 2017 17:44:07 GMT -5
The thing about suicide is that it poisons ones mind into thinking that it’s a cure all that will solve everything, but I don’t think that there has ever been a suicide that hasn’t affected others in a negative way. All that it will do for the suicide is that you’re now dead and there’s just no future in that. As for all of your family, friends, and loved ones it not only deprives them of your presence, it affects their mental health, it leaves them with any and all debts that you've incurred, leaves them with your funeral expenses, leaves your children without a father(sure a stepfather could eventually enter the picture, but those are your kids, you should want to live for them, as they are a blessing). And if you think that no one cares for you, I can guarantee that’s just not correct.
Strength. Determination. Merciless. Forever.
Now get yourself up and start doing what it takes to get out of this hole that you’re into.
Also: definitely call or web chat with the suicide hotline.
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Post by BK From WV on Dec 9, 2017 18:15:55 GMT -5
As others have stated, please don't. You said that you weren't liked by most people on here and obviously that's not the case because you have multiple people here asking you to please not harm yourself. Things may seem rough now but you have a kid on the way and I guarantee you that will bring some joy into your life. Don't give up. Call the hotline and talk to someone. Please don't cause harm to yourself or your loved ones.
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Post by edgestar on Dec 9, 2017 18:30:01 GMT -5
While it is rough right now, things csn get better. You have a place in the world. You belong here for a reason. Like I said earlier, I had some depression from work. I told myself, that I wouldn't hurt myself, and unfortunately, I cut myself. The mark is starting to go away. When I wanted to break down and cry, I would talk to my family, my boyfriend, my friends (including venting in pm's here). Please know you have us at FAN, if you want or need to vent. Not to make a Simpsons joke, but, please do think of your children. One isn't here yet, and one may seem rebellious now, but they will need you. Please don't hurt yourself.
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Post by bogey316 on Dec 9, 2017 19:05:26 GMT -5
There's no world where the children of a loving father who is there for them is better off without him. You being there for them will be a greater gift than they could ever receive.
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Post by Juice on Dec 9, 2017 22:21:25 GMT -5
Thank you all. I like to believe I had a moment of weakness, that has at least made me realize just how depressed I actually am. The outpour of support has been helpful. My kids keep me going and in truth the fact I share time with them now is what hurts most.
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Post by DASH 243✅ on Dec 9, 2017 22:47:38 GMT -5
Glad you keep posting I've been thinking about you today. You posting staying alive feeling better is a good thing. Go hug your kid.
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Post by sfvega on Dec 10, 2017 5:34:40 GMT -5
Thank you all. I like to believe I had a moment of weakness, that has at least made me realize just how depressed I actually am. The outpour of support has been helpful. My kids keep me going and in truth the fact I share time with them now is what hurts most. Been there. You have a tough go and the water gets over your head and you think you can get through it on your own, but it only gets worse. And you reach out for something, anything. The first post is a cry for help. But it is NOT weakness, it is how people actually fight through depression. Because if you're not reaching out, at some point you're sinking. You need to talk about all the things that are bothering you, and not to a message board but to an actual professional. It's confidential, they have the expertise to help you, and this can just be a speed bump instead of the end of the road. Overwhelmingly so many people who talk about their problems get this cathartic peace from it. That your problems seem less insurmountable and more like things you can work around/through.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 10, 2017 8:03:24 GMT -5
hope you're feeling better now.
Please stay strong!
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Post by Juice on Dec 14, 2017 4:37:53 GMT -5
We lost the baby this morning. Been in two hospitals since 11pm. Still waiting for operation to finish it. A c and d or d and c. Idk.
My baby is dead
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Post by Clash, Never a Meter Maid on Dec 14, 2017 4:42:53 GMT -5
Oh my god. I'm deeply, very, very sorry for your loss.
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Post by Juice on Dec 14, 2017 4:57:04 GMT -5
We are devastated. There was no signs prior. 12 weeks of healthy pregnancy brought to an end by unnecessary drama created by my ex tonight.
The roads were terrible and when the local place said ahe was getting transfered i wasnt risking not making it so i rode with her in ambulance. Now we are stranded here whenever she is,discharged may need blood transfusion first.
I though for a second i was having a heart attack. Crazy levels of anxiety and I was ready to go get my baby back. Today was our first official ogbyn apt at 2pm. Rescheduled from last wednesday.....
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Post by Deleted on Dec 14, 2017 5:04:53 GMT -5
Thoughts and prayers with you and your family.
For the little it's worth, I'm sure everyone here is here for you if needed.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 14, 2017 5:06:16 GMT -5
That's awful to hear. I lost my nephew earlier this year I'd only actually seen once and that just had me enraged for a couple days afterward, can't imagine how awful it is actually losing your child.
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Post by EvenBaldobombHasAJob on Dec 14, 2017 6:16:56 GMT -5
that's rough man. I'm not usually good with words about this kind of thing but you and yours have my deepest condolences.
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Post by Ryback on a Pole! on Dec 14, 2017 6:47:25 GMT -5
That's awful to hear, can't imagine what you must be going through.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 14, 2017 7:08:10 GMT -5
can't start to imagine what it's like to lose a child, I'm so sorry for your loss.
please, accept my condolences.
Please, stay strong
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Post by Milkman Norm on Dec 14, 2017 7:35:14 GMT -5
I'm so sorry.
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Post by dav on Dec 14, 2017 9:54:10 GMT -5
I'm so sorry to hear what happened.
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Post by lemonyellowson on Dec 14, 2017 11:59:39 GMT -5
I’m so, so sorry man. Again, if you need an ear, just shout.
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Post by BK From WV on Dec 14, 2017 12:07:39 GMT -5
I'm so sorry
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