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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 8:53:49 GMT -5
Just another reminder that in the whole scope of things, I'm not very important.
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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 9:19:34 GMT -5
I think I've got myself a great big case of holiday depressive disorder.
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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 9:28:36 GMT -5
But why should I be happy? Everyone around me is all smiles and happy with their partners and their kids and their things and I'm just me, no partner, no kids, no real reason to get out of bed except to go to work and make money to pay off a loan so my dads credit wont be hurt.
I hate Christmas and everything about it, I hate having to pretend to be happy for the sake of others. I even have to fake it on my damned Facebook.
Most of all I hate not being able to express this to anyone but a message board where no one really knows me.
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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 10:03:29 GMT -5
I'd really like to just curl into a ball and disappear.
Instead I get to watch my ex parade around with his new girlfriend.
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Matt
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Post by Matt on Dec 25, 2011 10:57:01 GMT -5
But why should I be happy? Everyone around me is all smiles and happy with their partners and their kids and their things and I'm just me, no partner, no kids, no real reason to get out of bed except to go to work and make money to pay off a loan so my dads credit wont be hurt. I hate Christmas and everything about it, I hate having to pretend to be happy for the sake of others. I even have to fake it on my damned Facebook. Most of all I hate not being able to express this to anyone but a message board where no one really knows me. I have a lot of the same feeling. The only reason I even got up today was for my family to be happy. By that I mean my mom and sister, I don't have a girl to enjoy it with like I would like.
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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 12:56:15 GMT -5
The worst part is that I'm at work right now and I'm just so far down I can't seem to find the way up.
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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 13:31:22 GMT -5
For the first time ever, I do truly understand the point Katie was trying to make in Gremlins.
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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 13:47:32 GMT -5
It really doesn't matter either way.
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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 14:08:11 GMT -5
Except that I've cried myself into a headache.
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Post by xCompackx on Dec 25, 2011 15:45:24 GMT -5
Well there's 7 billion people on the Earth... And you're one of them. Don't feel glum!
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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 15:47:14 GMT -5
All I want to do is just disappear. Nothing could hurt then.
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Post by Toxik916 on Dec 25, 2011 15:56:45 GMT -5
Seriously try to find anything that can make you somewhat happy right now. You're starting to worry me and I don't even know you personally. If this is a cry for help just know that you are important
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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 16:00:09 GMT -5
Seriously try to find anything that can make you somewhat happy right now. You're starting to worry me and I don't even know you personally. If this is a cry for help just know that you are important Don't worry about that. I've been down that road, never again. I just don't understand how I can have walked around here all day and no one's said a word to me. It's just proof that the real life people around me don't care.
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Post by Toxik916 on Dec 25, 2011 16:09:05 GMT -5
Maybe you should start the conversation. If you want to be acknowledged you need to open yourself to the people around you. Smile more and be more outgoing.
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Post by Lazy peon on Dec 25, 2011 16:43:06 GMT -5
You have my sympathy Mehe.
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Post by dabossftw on Dec 25, 2011 17:01:11 GMT -5
Smile. No matter how bad your situation seems, I promise you there's hundreds, maybe thousands of people in much, much more dire situations than you are. Count your blessings, my friend, no matter how difficult the task may seem.
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Post by Mehe is F'n hardcore. on Dec 25, 2011 20:16:49 GMT -5
I'm feeling a little better.
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Post by xCompackx on Dec 25, 2011 21:15:37 GMT -5
If it's any consolation at all, I know how you feel. I don't exactly have that feeling of always being appreciated either. But you will feel better
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Post by rapidfire187 on Dec 25, 2011 21:31:48 GMT -5
Aw damn, that sucks homegirl. We care about you! If I was your ex, I would bitchslap that girl right in front of you then...like...we'd do it. While listening to Christmas music. Besides, you think your Christmas sucks...my f***ing Uncle exploded right in front of the tree today
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Post by "I'm Batman..." on Dec 25, 2011 21:38:00 GMT -5
I worked today. This girl I used to fool around with showed up. We ignored each-other. I went to my parents. They didn't have anymore food.
I'm glad the Chinese place was open. I took a walk got some food, talked about sushi with them. I feel better now.
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