Professor Chaos
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Post by Professor Chaos on Dec 23, 2013 4:57:24 GMT -5
Have you actually had anyone close to you die before? Specifically with the mind set you have now? Imagine the next day you had someone call you up to tell you your mother or father had just been in an accident and had just been pronounced dead. Those are some pretty big things to say. Dad died when I was 4, Mom died when I was 6. Grandparents died before I was born. Real life, no gimmick, Butters has parents. I've never really known what family is. The whole family thing and me doesn't really compute except for what I saw on sitcoms as a kid. My current life doesn't feel like a family sitcom.
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Chip
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Post by Chip on Dec 23, 2013 5:13:32 GMT -5
I know I'm very short tempered and need to work on that. I also drink a lot more than a person should which results in a lot of posts here of me not even remembering. Fact is I got played into marriage so a woman could get her papers to be in this country and she hasn't given a damn about me since. I did what my heart felt right and married her so she could stay with her daughter. Now I'm just a miserable sexless person that wants to beat the hell out of anyone that looks at me funny. There was no pre-nup though so what's the alternative... divorce and give her half my paycheck for the rest of my life? Least we do have those ocassional family moments I guess, but it wasn't what I expected in a marraige. I dunno being single viewing every day as an opportunity to bring home a chick was a lot more fun than knowing you're coming home to nothing everynight. It's not like I'm a bad looking dude either I workout everyday, she's attractive too, there's just no sexual chemistry between us. Ask yourself if half a paycheque is enough money to keep you living how you do now. Think about if you really care about that money if it means you could be happier separated. From the sounds of it she's already stolen your money and will probably keep doing so, if anything half a paycheque sounds better then all of it. In terms of shedding a tear if a loved one died, I felt the same way, until my dog who had been with me since I had been a year old had to be put down, I knew what grief was that day and still feel it and miss her years later. Want to know what love is? Get a dog if you get sorted out. I wouldn't advise one in your current situation.
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Essential1
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Post by Essential1 on Dec 23, 2013 5:30:56 GMT -5
You say that but if it happened then it would be a different story maybe.
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Professor Chaos
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Post by Professor Chaos on Dec 23, 2013 5:40:15 GMT -5
You say that but if it happened then it would be a different story maybe. There's nobody I'm close to so I really don't think anything could shake me up. I'm not proud of it I'm just decentralized about anyone or anything.
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Post by Clash, Never a Meter Maid on Dec 23, 2013 6:37:07 GMT -5
I'll just echo what everyone else said. If you're for real on this, it's time to hop offline and do something about it.
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Post by They Killed the Giggler on Dec 23, 2013 7:32:39 GMT -5
Maybe an angel will show him what life would have been like if he never existed.
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Post by Capt Lunatic on Dec 23, 2013 8:25:12 GMT -5
I wish I was dead.
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Essential1
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Post by Essential1 on Dec 23, 2013 10:21:18 GMT -5
I don't actually think it's that odd as everyone has different emotions. I know mine are blunt and it would take me alot to feel anything. I know deep down I do care about people even if I find it hard to feel.
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Post by SOR on Dec 23, 2013 11:08:10 GMT -5
I don't know this poster that well but some people just deal with things better then others. I'd probably be very upset if someone close to me died but I'm not a guy that cries easily.
I do think O.P needs a therapist though, just someone to talk with a couple of times a week. Therapy isn't THAT expensive either. You can see a lot of therapists for 75 dollars an hour in my country.
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Post by RedSmile on Dec 23, 2013 11:21:49 GMT -5
I don't buy it.
It was all fun and games with the failed "Cousin Enis" Meme. Then the "I'm a disgusting weirdo" gimmick failed to get over. Now we are onto gimmick number 3 (which is totally not a gimmick guyz).
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Post by Kevin Hamilton on Dec 23, 2013 11:44:45 GMT -5
No one's family life is like a sitcom
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suave
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Post by suave on Dec 23, 2013 12:51:48 GMT -5
I don't buy it. It was all fun and games with the failed "Cousin Enis" Meme. Then the "I'm a disgusting weirdo" gimmick failed to get over. Now we are onto gimmick number 3 (which is totally not a gimmick guyz). Cousin Enos was the shit and I will fight anyone who disagrees. But yeah, OP, try to get some help. One thing I try when Im feeling down is to make a mental note of everything good that happens through my day. An interesting conversation, a funny occurrence, a personal success, those kinds of things. Then think back before you go to bed and think of the stuff that happened that you can be grateful for. Might not work, but I'm just throwing it out there.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 23, 2013 13:08:11 GMT -5
Here I was thinking the OP was just really stoic offline. Here I am projecting my own issues onto the topic. Here I am fading back to the shadows 'cause I've said too much...
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Post by Deleted on Dec 23, 2013 13:50:56 GMT -5
Does anyone have the link to Cousin Ennis?
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Post by Magic knows Black Lives Matter on Dec 23, 2013 14:03:37 GMT -5
Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort
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Post by Kevin Hamilton on Dec 23, 2013 14:14:55 GMT -5
A lot of workplaces have HR counselor hotlines and such one can call if needed. Might be an option.
Or hell some volunteer work at a shelter, soup kitchen et al might be an avenue worth exploring if you feel like there's nothing else good in your life. Helping others etc
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Professor Chaos
Bill S. Preston, Esq.
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Post by Professor Chaos on Dec 24, 2013 6:07:04 GMT -5
I'm alright guys thanks for those of you who shed concern. Being suicidal isn't the issue I wouldn't do that. It's just the not caring if I did die aspect. Think I'm bipolar maybe and should try to get medicine for that. I'm feeling better today bought XMas gifts for the wife, her family, and my employees that I think they'll all like. Merry Christmas everyone. I wish you all the happiest of holidays.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 24, 2013 7:02:46 GMT -5
Messaged you man
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Professor Chaos
Bill S. Preston, Esq.
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Post by Professor Chaos on Dec 24, 2013 7:51:54 GMT -5
I don't buy it. It was all fun and games with the failed "Cousin Enis" Meme. Then the "I'm a disgusting weirdo" gimmick failed to get over. Now we are onto gimmick number 3 (which is totally not a gimmick guyz). Cousin Enos was the shit and I will fight anyone who disagrees. But yeah, OP, try to get some help. One thing I try when Im feeling down is to make a mental note of everything good that happens through my day. An interesting conversation, a funny occurrence, a personal success, those kinds of things. Then think back before you go to bed and think of the stuff that happened that you can be grateful for. Might not work, but I'm just throwing it out there. Thanks Suave. RedAgony I guess my humor isn't everyone's cup of tea. Some of us do have issues that other's might not understand but I try to work thru. I wish you both a Merry Christmas.
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Post by goodbyehorses on Dec 24, 2013 8:46:50 GMT -5
Your last several threads have all led to the vast majority of us suggesting you seriously get help through therapy. I don't know what part of that isn't getting through, but seriously, seek help. Complaining/venting about your issues on here ain't solving jack shit and isn't going to anytime soon. You need to take control of your life, and to do that, you're going to need some professional therapy. Wife blew my whole bank account and maxed out all my credit cards so can't afford it. Can you afford a chainsaw and some tupperware?
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