I don't even know who I am anymore

[onetruemisfit]

Do you ever think this about yourself? Or "what the hell have I become?"

[Father Dougal McGuire]

I tend to be more positive. I can't believe who I have become, in a good way.

[Capt Lunatic]

Earlier today I was playing GTA V and out of nowhere I thought to myself "I am not a total human being."

Now this had nothing to do with the game in any way, just a comment from myself about how I have pretty much wasted my life.

[Deleted]

If you have fun, you didn't waste your life.

I hate nature, so all that outdoor stuff would suck sooo much ass.

I learnt something from my Dad. All he does is read or watch TV, he never goes out. Buuuuuuuuuuut he is the happiest person I know. He does what he wants.
Thats when I realized that trying to act like you are in a TV ad or bad movie, just isn't what life should be. Why? Simply because you, like me will be bored to death on the side of some stupid mountain or stuck with......*ugh* "young people" in raves or crappy clubs. Why does the music need to be so loud??

[Some Guy]

Dec 27, 2013 6:58:56 GMT -5 Capt Lunatic said:

I thought to myself "I am not a total human being."

Sorry, had to do it.

[Blindkarevik]

Dec 27, 2013 7:26:10 GMT -5 @torgaddon said:

If you have fun, you didn't waste your life.

I hate nature, so all that outdoor stuff would suck sooo much ass.

I learnt something from my Dad. All he does is read or watch TV, he never goes out. Buuuuuuuuuuut he is the happiest person I know. He does what he wants.
Thats when I realized that trying to act like you are in a TV ad or bad movie, just isn't what life should be. Why? Simply because you, like me will be bored to death on the side of some stupid mountain or stuck with......*ugh* "young people" in raves or crappy clubs. Why does the music need to be so loud??

See, that's pretty much it right there.

We all work ourselves into ruts, maybe they're happy little ruts... but we do work ourselves into them. They're not bad, just sometimes you do have those moments of realization that you ARE in a rut. Just recently, I've been driving myself stir-crazy because all I do is go to work, come home, sit on the computer, take care of my kid, wait for him to go to bed, then play a game. It's pretty much all I want to do anyway and I can't think of anything to add to, take away from, or change up. Just sometimes you do think, "What the hell?"

From time to time I'll get this feeling that everything around me is "old" (that's the only way I can put it).... and I need to get out and get away. Not permanently, just enough to get a new perspective. It isn't possible, and I don't even know where I'd go or what I'd do.... all I know is that feeling usually passes within a day. Just living inside that feeling sucks. Although I figure, there's only a problem if you know what needs to change and you make no strides to do so. If you feel a change needs to be made, but you can't think of what that would be other than "increase time doing what I'm already doing" then there's no real problem.

[EvenBaldobombHasAJob]

I actually had a pretty good conversation with my Aunt about this kind of thing this morning. I've mostly been drifting aimlessly since I got out of school and don't really have any goals in mind. all I really care about these days is getting by and enjoying the times when I'm not working (and trying to be positive when I am). but I don't really know where my life is going. so, now I'm doig soe basic goal setting and trying to figure out what I really want to do with my life.

[Strotha]

I hate myself. I'm a dumb bag of shit. I mean, I do have a couple redeeming qualities. I'm not the worst looking guy in the world. I have a pretty good sense of humor and an absurdly wide range of artistic tastes. However this doesn't change the fact that I'm too stupid to operate like a real human being and I barely even post anymore because I think my opinions are invalid and I have no right talking to real people about anything. Don't worry, I'm not suicidal, but you can't fix stupidity so it's better if I just shut the f*** up.

[Mozenrath]

Dec 27, 2013 20:17:25 GMT -5 Strotha said:

I hate myself. I'm a dumb bag of shit. I mean, I do have a couple redeeming qualities. I'm not the worst looking guy in the world. I have a pretty good sense of humor and an absurdly wide range of artistic tastes. However this doesn't change the fact that I'm too stupid to operate like a real human being and I barely even post anymore because I think my opinions are invalid and I have no right talking to real people about anything. Don't worry, I'm not suicidal, but you can't fix stupidity so it's better if I just shut the f*** up.

I know how you feel. I think you're a pretty good egg, myself, but we are all going to view ourselves in a worse light than other people will, unless you are like Chris Brown or R. Kelly and think you are awesome when many think you are a monster.

[Glitch]

The more important question is...

















Do you know who I am?!

[Amazing Kitsune]

Dec 27, 2013 5:01:10 GMT -5 onetruemisfit said:

Do you ever think this about yourself? Or "what the hell have I become?"

Can't say that I have.

[hat]

I'm a hat.

[Von Wagner's Brownies]

For me it's not so much "Who am I", it's more a "What am I".

[James Fabiano]

As Popeye put it, "If I'm not me, who am I? And if I'm somebody else, why do I look like me?"

[Throwback]

I was a fat kid with blond hair and blue eyes. Now I'm no longer fat, my eyes are brown and my hair is jet black. Every once in a while I look in the mirror and wonder "what happened to you?"

[Hit Girl]

My view is that life is generally directionless. Enjoy happiness wherever you can.

[Zaq "That Guy" Buzzkill]

I think. Therefore I am.

[67 more]

I sometimes forget but then I look at my ID to remind me.