Fauxnaki
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Post by Fauxnaki on Dec 16, 2017 9:00:48 GMT -5
This years been horrible for Me. I've regressed job wise. Have nothing to celebrate and the alone counters gone up to 25 years.
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Post by Ishmeal Loves Kaseyhausen on Dec 16, 2017 16:52:45 GMT -5
We lost my step-dad back in March, and my Mom the Saturday after (American) Thanksgiving. So yeah.
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ayumidah
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Post by ayumidah on Dec 17, 2017 3:09:49 GMT -5
Sorta. My father's car broke down for the final time a few days before Thanksgiving, and I know it's just a car, but it was the last thing we had that still felt like *his* since he died nine years ago. I don't like the car that replaced it, and there's a lot of drama going on in my family and I just want this year to end already so I can try to look ahead to better things in 2018.
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brody
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Post by brody on Dec 17, 2017 8:11:29 GMT -5
I had a miserable November. My Dad spent a week in the hospital, unable to breathe with a yet to be diagnosed issue. Then my furnace went out ($3500), I had a few other house issues go bonkers, I work retail so work was miserable since it was decided to not actually staff the store and just pile more stuff on less people, and it all sort of built up on me. That led to less sleep, which exacerbated things. Oh and my release (Packer football) went to pot after Rodgers went down. I'm okay now and looking forward to next weekend's family party.
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Post by ThereIsNoAbsurdistOnlyZuul on Dec 17, 2017 21:31:48 GMT -5
Yes. Ish.
Which sounds like a squishy answer. But then I have clinical depression. So I guess it's worse. Crap job I can't get out of. despite my efforts. No real grandparents anymore (the closest I had was my ex-step-father's, and their dead).
My romantic life is on life support, and really just in a state of me, or her, or both, just kind of playing through the motions. And no hope to improve the situation.
My mom is... well I've been the adult in the situation since I was 9. And it's only getting worse. Because, I don't see, have a reason, to be invested in myself, I don't really take care of myself.
Holidays are worse, I guess, because of cultural influence. Should be a time for family, but I feel alien to them. All I have is friends, and my paycheck to paycheck job that I can't see to escape (or is it my own lack of ambition) wont let me get away to be with them. I can leave this place/time, and I am letting it what little I feel is left of me.
While they all demand time and energy I don't have of me. I look outside and I see freezing fog, and I think it's like the ghosts of my mistakes closing in, or a metaphor for who and what I am.
It's hard to say.
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Ultimo Gallos
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Post by Ultimo Gallos on Dec 17, 2017 22:51:54 GMT -5
Mine will hopefully clear up tomorrow. Cause my favoritest person on the planet is coming to stay with me until Jan 1st.
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Post by edtheripper on Dec 17, 2017 23:18:38 GMT -5
I'm always battling depression and the urge to self-harm. This time of year just makes it that much worse. I've lost interest in going to shows and really doing anything that I would ordinarily enjoy. I wake up in the morning, put in my 8 hours at work, come home and nap for hours on the couch. Rinse, lather, repeat.
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Fauxnaki
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Post by Fauxnaki on Dec 18, 2017 12:23:25 GMT -5
I'm contemplating not buying anyone presents this year. I'm low on cash and just feel like I'm forced too. Its a shame because I usually love doing it but this year I just wanna stay in my room all christmas don't wanna open any presents. May order a big pizza the night before and keep it in my room so I don't have to go down for Christmas dinner
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Rican
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Post by Rican on Dec 18, 2017 12:27:31 GMT -5
Yeah I've been feeling it. I moved back to Texas from North Carolina a year and a half ago and it hasn't worked out how I wanted to. Haven't reconnected with old friends the way I thought I would, have struggled financially. I still have feelings for the girl I was seeing the summer I left for Texas and recently found out shes dating someone now and it hit me really hard.
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