Post by MCMGM on Mar 2, 2008 2:07:30 GMT -5
I just got back from the Blind Melon ahow here. Was great as usual, but that's not what I'm happy about.
After the show, we do the usual 'wait around for the band' deal and I see everyone.
I meet these two cool chicks, who are way cool. I tell one I have a crush on Travis (he's singing for Melon now) and I planned on telling him tonight if I got a chance.
So out comes Travis from the bus, and I can't tell him, there are way too many people around, I lost my nerve.
He's leaving, and one of the girls grabs him and goes "Hey Travis! She's (me) got something to say to you."
I wanted to punch her in the face.
He turns around, smiling, smoking a cig (*drools*), and asks me what is up.
I proceed to say something to the effect of "I feel stupid for this but I have the biggest crush on you. Oh man, I feel STUPID."
I'm expecting him to pull a Nelson on me, go HA HA and walk off.
Instead, he blushes, and tells me that means alot to him.
I get defensive, and think to myself "Yeah right, of COURSE it does."
I tell him I didn't say anything before because I'm not what rock stars go for, not a groupie and I'm not attractive.
He looks me square in the eyes and says "You're beautiful. smurf anyone who tells you any different."
So, Travis thinks I'm beautiful. He's made comments about my hair before, it's bright red, he said it makes me stand out and he liked it. I've made him a Mitch Hedberg cd and a Bill Hicks for President t-shirt. I just never thought he'd think I was attractive much less BEAUTIFUL.
I've been through alot in my life, so my self esstem is on the low side.
It made me feel special, that he actually thought that.
I don't have many real life friends, so I just figured I'd come here and spill my guts.
Sorry if I made too much with the sappy.
After the show, we do the usual 'wait around for the band' deal and I see everyone.
I meet these two cool chicks, who are way cool. I tell one I have a crush on Travis (he's singing for Melon now) and I planned on telling him tonight if I got a chance.
So out comes Travis from the bus, and I can't tell him, there are way too many people around, I lost my nerve.
He's leaving, and one of the girls grabs him and goes "Hey Travis! She's (me) got something to say to you."
I wanted to punch her in the face.
He turns around, smiling, smoking a cig (*drools*), and asks me what is up.
I proceed to say something to the effect of "I feel stupid for this but I have the biggest crush on you. Oh man, I feel STUPID."
I'm expecting him to pull a Nelson on me, go HA HA and walk off.
Instead, he blushes, and tells me that means alot to him.
I get defensive, and think to myself "Yeah right, of COURSE it does."
I tell him I didn't say anything before because I'm not what rock stars go for, not a groupie and I'm not attractive.
He looks me square in the eyes and says "You're beautiful. smurf anyone who tells you any different."
So, Travis thinks I'm beautiful. He's made comments about my hair before, it's bright red, he said it makes me stand out and he liked it. I've made him a Mitch Hedberg cd and a Bill Hicks for President t-shirt. I just never thought he'd think I was attractive much less BEAUTIFUL.
I've been through alot in my life, so my self esstem is on the low side.
It made me feel special, that he actually thought that.
I don't have many real life friends, so I just figured I'd come here and spill my guts.
Sorry if I made too much with the sappy.