Post by Jason on Feb 27, 2010 18:40:07 GMT -5
Over here, Bebo is the "thing" to use. I just logged into my old account a few days ago and I was reading messages from a few years ago. Kind of saddened me how much thing's have changed and how much people have moved on. Back then, I used to have a LOT of friends.. I'm 17 years old now, back then, I was around 11-14 and now, I just realized how many good memories I actually had. I regret moving house, I regret not keeping contact with older friends. I regret not dating this girl that liked me back then now.
Why did I not date her? I don't know. Maybe because it was slightly embarrassing for me back then, to "like" a girl. I matured alot more since then. I actually hit puberty, and I'm not shy anymore. To be perfectly honest, the girl wasn't exactly the "thinnest" of girls. She wasn't obese or anything. Let's just say she was fatter than me... and I'm not fat. Okay, anyways... I declined when she asked me out on Bebo. This isn't like Myspace where girls suddenly message you or anything, I know her in real life, I know her to see her. I played for her dad's football team, one of my best friend's at school is her cousin. I declined back then, because I was too shallow to see past somebody's looks.
You can only guess what happened now, right? Right. She got much hotter, lost a lot of weight and I've actually switched roles. It's me that has the crush on her now.
Back then, she wasn't offended, but maybe she really was. I don't know, she says hi SOMETIMES when I say hi, but that's it. If I ignore her, she ignores me. I only ignore her because I'm afraid I'll get no-sold. She's usually with her friends or sister when I see her, sometimes her dad. She usually smiles at me when she see's me... Am I imagining this? Is she still into me after all those years? It's been 3, maybe 4 years since the incident happened.
Maybe I should leave it? I think her most recent message was from maybe a year ago on Bebo, she asked me what was up... and called me hot in the progress. So, advice? Should I leave it? Should I just move on? or should I get to know her more? She lives only a few steps away from me, so it's not that hard to get to know her a little more.
Why did I not date her? I don't know. Maybe because it was slightly embarrassing for me back then, to "like" a girl. I matured alot more since then. I actually hit puberty, and I'm not shy anymore. To be perfectly honest, the girl wasn't exactly the "thinnest" of girls. She wasn't obese or anything. Let's just say she was fatter than me... and I'm not fat. Okay, anyways... I declined when she asked me out on Bebo. This isn't like Myspace where girls suddenly message you or anything, I know her in real life, I know her to see her. I played for her dad's football team, one of my best friend's at school is her cousin. I declined back then, because I was too shallow to see past somebody's looks.
You can only guess what happened now, right? Right. She got much hotter, lost a lot of weight and I've actually switched roles. It's me that has the crush on her now.
Back then, she wasn't offended, but maybe she really was. I don't know, she says hi SOMETIMES when I say hi, but that's it. If I ignore her, she ignores me. I only ignore her because I'm afraid I'll get no-sold. She's usually with her friends or sister when I see her, sometimes her dad. She usually smiles at me when she see's me... Am I imagining this? Is she still into me after all those years? It's been 3, maybe 4 years since the incident happened.
Maybe I should leave it? I think her most recent message was from maybe a year ago on Bebo, she asked me what was up... and called me hot in the progress. So, advice? Should I leave it? Should I just move on? or should I get to know her more? She lives only a few steps away from me, so it's not that hard to get to know her a little more.
