Square
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Post by Square on Sept 21, 2013 15:55:32 GMT -5
I'm pissed off with the world and I want to rant, I want to scream my lungs out and take on the world because dammit I don't have any care for it at the moment.
I had a dream last night that I was hanging out with my friends from school and I woke up to the stark realization that I'm lonely. All my friends left to go off to University and left me behind in the shithole of a town with no one. Its been months since I've had a night out with anyone, hell the only time I've been to the pub this year is with my Dad for Christ sake. I went to a church that was full of absolute dicks but I kept going because there were a few nice people, I decide to leave because of reasons and they f***ing stab me in the back and try and get me sacked from my job because they went on a ego trip and have slagged me off to anyone who would damn listen. The few people that I got along there now hate my guts as they've been told constantly what type of prick I am because I told them where to shove it.
I feel so God damn lonely all the time, all I ever do nowadays is sit around on my f***ing ass. The only person that f***ing texts me is the old woman down the street that I catsit for because I'm trying to convince myself I'm a half decent bloke. My lovelife is f***ing dead on arrival and the only thing I've got going for me is my job which is awesome but I'm tired of having that be the only thing in my f***ing life. People tell me I look pissed off all the time and thats because I am, I'm pissed off that I live in a f***ing town that there are only tosspots and people that will backstab me. I need to move but I can't afford it and when I talk to people about it they say flatshare but who the f*** am I meant to do it with. I'm just stuck in this lonely hell and I can't find any escape.
ARGGGGGGGGHHHH
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CM Dazz
King Koopa
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Post by CM Dazz on Sept 21, 2013 16:02:23 GMT -5
I'm pissed off with the world and I want to rant, I want to scream my lungs out and take on the world because dammit I don't have any care for it at the moment. I had a dream last night that I was hanging out with my friends from school and I woke up to the stark realization that I'm lonely. All my friends left to go off to University and left me behind in the shithole of a town with no one. Its been months since I've had a night out with anyone, hell the only time I've been to the pub this year is with my Dad for Christ sake. I went to a church that was full of absolute dicks but I kept going because there were a few nice people, I decide to leave because of reasons and they f***ing stab me in the back and try and get me sacked from my job because they went on a ego trip and have slagged me off to anyone who would damn listen. The few people that I got along there now hate my guts as they've been told constantly what type of prick I am because I told them where to shove it. I feel so God damn lonely all the time, all I ever do nowadays is sit around on my f***ing ass. The only person that f***ing texts me is the old woman down the street that I catsit for because I'm trying to convince myself I'm a half decent bloke. My lovelife is f***ing dead on arrival and the only thing I've got going for me is my job which is awesome but I'm tired of having that be the only thing in my f***ing life. People tell me I look pissed off all the time and thats because I am, I'm pissed off that I live in a f***ing town that there are only tosspots and people that will backstab me. I need to move but I can't afford it and when I talk to people about it they say flatshare but who the f*** am I meant to do it with. I'm just stuck in this lonely hell and I can't find any escape. ARGGGGGGGGHHHH That sucks man, get it off your chest. In fact, let out a good long scream. It'll help. In regards to your second paragraph, that's some bullshit. Church is the last place you should deal with that kind of stuff. I really have no other advice than to continue venting. Keeping that shit bottled up only makes things worse. I hope everything works out for you Square. |
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Square
Bill S. Preston, Esq.
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Post by Square on Sept 21, 2013 16:58:46 GMT -5
I'm pissed off with the world and I want to rant, I want to scream my lungs out and take on the world because dammit I don't have any care for it at the moment. I had a dream last night that I was hanging out with my friends from school and I woke up to the stark realization that I'm lonely. All my friends left to go off to University and left me behind in the shithole of a town with no one. Its been months since I've had a night out with anyone, hell the only time I've been to the pub this year is with my Dad for Christ sake. I went to a church that was full of absolute dicks but I kept going because there were a few nice people, I decide to leave because of reasons and they f***ing stab me in the back and try and get me sacked from my job because they went on a ego trip and have slagged me off to anyone who would damn listen. The few people that I got along there now hate my guts as they've been told constantly what type of prick I am because I told them where to shove it. I feel so God damn lonely all the time, all I ever do nowadays is sit around on my f***ing ass. The only person that f***ing texts me is the old woman down the street that I catsit for because I'm trying to convince myself I'm a half decent bloke. My lovelife is f***ing dead on arrival and the only thing I've got going for me is my job which is awesome but I'm tired of having that be the only thing in my f***ing life. People tell me I look pissed off all the time and thats because I am, I'm pissed off that I live in a f***ing town that there are only tosspots and people that will backstab me. I need to move but I can't afford it and when I talk to people about it they say flatshare but who the f*** am I meant to do it with. I'm just stuck in this lonely hell and I can't find any escape. ARGGGGGGGGHHHH That sucks man, get it off your chest. In fact, let out a good long scream. It'll help. In regards to your second paragraph, that's some bullshit. Church is the last place you should deal with that kind of stuff. I really have no other advice than to continue venting. Keeping that shit bottled up only makes things worse. I hope everything works out for you Square. Cheers, I'm just scared because all I ever do is shout in the damn void and nothing ever happens except I get sad which I f***ing hate being all the damn time. |
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nonrev
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Post by nonrev on Sept 21, 2013 23:14:47 GMT -5
Dude that sucks. Sorry to hear about the troubles. CM Dazz is right though. Venting helps. Hope things work out.
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Jonathan Michaels
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The Archduke of Levity
Here since TNA was still kinda okay
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Post by Jonathan Michaels on Sept 21, 2013 23:56:24 GMT -5
I know what will help you get your aggression out.
*hands Square a plane ticket to Poland*
Go get 'em.
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Post by Gopher Mod on Sept 22, 2013 0:31:44 GMT -5
Square, have you tried to make a fresh start in another city? That might be what you need to get out of your current situation.
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