Post by paulbearer on Jan 3, 2013 14:20:56 GMT -5
Back in Nov I lost my temper while visiting some friends (a couple) , anyway we were gonna watch some films but they got drozy after dinner and it angered me (I never say anything bout their constant smoke breaks even though frankly its annoying to pause the film , I still do it to be a friend and supportive)
This incident and icy roads (parents couldnt pick me up , thats not her fault natch but it added fuel to the fire for me) led to me losing my temper , 2 annoyances at once.....not an excuse to lose my temper but I admit Im not perfect when it comes to situations like that.
Anyway , today I lost my temper again when the guy drove past me in his "wheelchair-car" while ignoring me (cmon , you drove right past me.....if youre gonna lie then at least put some effort into it , "you didnt see me" , like hell
Later I decided to give them a piece of my mind as I dont think this is a nice way to treat a friend.....for verbal ammunition I used a previous incident where she had called death threats to my friend and his neighbour (or more precisely , had some work buddies of her calling the threat)
I also told them its very convinient to have me as a friend when they need tax free cigs , I dont really mind buying for them but at the moment I used it as a verbal "bullet" as I was angry.
Anyway , I didnt think she had any rights to be throweing rocks since shes no saint either , no person is.
She later cried , it didnt feel any good to me afterwards but I still feel to some extent that my anger was justified.
Silly stuff to lose my temper over but theres a limit to my temper , Im not the guy to keep it bottled up inside.
This incident and icy roads (parents couldnt pick me up , thats not her fault natch but it added fuel to the fire for me) led to me losing my temper , 2 annoyances at once.....not an excuse to lose my temper but I admit Im not perfect when it comes to situations like that.
Anyway , today I lost my temper again when the guy drove past me in his "wheelchair-car" while ignoring me (cmon , you drove right past me.....if youre gonna lie then at least put some effort into it , "you didnt see me" , like hell
Later I decided to give them a piece of my mind as I dont think this is a nice way to treat a friend.....for verbal ammunition I used a previous incident where she had called death threats to my friend and his neighbour (or more precisely , had some work buddies of her calling the threat)
I also told them its very convinient to have me as a friend when they need tax free cigs , I dont really mind buying for them but at the moment I used it as a verbal "bullet" as I was angry.
Anyway , I didnt think she had any rights to be throweing rocks since shes no saint either , no person is.
She later cried , it didnt feel any good to me afterwards but I still feel to some extent that my anger was justified.
Silly stuff to lose my temper over but theres a limit to my temper , Im not the guy to keep it bottled up inside.