I got accepted to every school I applied to.
May 2, 2017 23:57:08 GMT -5
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Post by Raskovnik on May 2, 2017 23:57:08 GMT -5
I'm a very private person, so I'm not usually one to share stuff about my personal life on here, but recently I received some good news and I've kind of been wanting to share it with people, though I don't have many people to share it with. Last November I applied to a few state schools and universities as it's about time for me to transfer out of community college. This past Friday I found out I've been accepted to UC Berkeley, which was the last school I was waiting on. I had already been accepted to all of the others. Initially I wasn't even going to apply to Berkeley as the acceptance rate is so low and I've always heard that it's awfully competitive, but one of my professors told me I should do it as she was absolutely certain that I would get in. Fortunately, she was right. I'm really glad she believed in me enough to encourage me to do it because now it's looking like I'll probably head there. Of course, right after calling my dad, she was the next person I told. She was really happy to hear it, and I'll be honest, doing right by her and making her proud made me feel better than finding out that I got in.
I just feel good right now. I'm not an ego-driven person whatsoever, but I've always had a bit of a chip on my shoulder about this stuff. I'm from the ghetto. Growing up I often heard that I wasn't going to make it, that I'd go to jail like my brothers and cousins, shit like that. I mean, I graduated from a continuation school that I was sent to after the school faculty decided I was stupid based solely on where I'm from and how I look without taking the time to talk to me or hear my story. The school didn't even really bother teaching us how college worked other than a cursory mention of it being an option without explaining financial aid, community colleges, the types of degrees, etc. Then they gave us pamphlets on who to call about becoming a plumber. Much love to plumbers, but it bothered me since I felt like I wasn't even being allowed to dream. It's not like I was singled out in particular in all of this, either. That's how it goes for a lot of people, I think. Thankfully, I did have a few teachers who actually took the time to listen to me, to truly get to know me, and offered me their much-needed support because when you're surrounded by all that negativity and bullshit you start to internalize it and doubt yourself. The older I get the more I realize just how crucial that has been for me, and it's made me want to try and help as many other people as I can in turn.
Anyways, I think I've written way too much. That's enough out of me. I just wanted to share some of the recent success I've had, and I really hope it doesn't come across as bragging. The thing that excites me the most is that as tough as it was to get here, it's only the beginning. I know what I want to do, where I want to go, and who I want to be, and I'm stoked to keep working at it.
I just feel good right now. I'm not an ego-driven person whatsoever, but I've always had a bit of a chip on my shoulder about this stuff. I'm from the ghetto. Growing up I often heard that I wasn't going to make it, that I'd go to jail like my brothers and cousins, shit like that. I mean, I graduated from a continuation school that I was sent to after the school faculty decided I was stupid based solely on where I'm from and how I look without taking the time to talk to me or hear my story. The school didn't even really bother teaching us how college worked other than a cursory mention of it being an option without explaining financial aid, community colleges, the types of degrees, etc. Then they gave us pamphlets on who to call about becoming a plumber. Much love to plumbers, but it bothered me since I felt like I wasn't even being allowed to dream. It's not like I was singled out in particular in all of this, either. That's how it goes for a lot of people, I think. Thankfully, I did have a few teachers who actually took the time to listen to me, to truly get to know me, and offered me their much-needed support because when you're surrounded by all that negativity and bullshit you start to internalize it and doubt yourself. The older I get the more I realize just how crucial that has been for me, and it's made me want to try and help as many other people as I can in turn.
Anyways, I think I've written way too much. That's enough out of me. I just wanted to share some of the recent success I've had, and I really hope it doesn't come across as bragging. The thing that excites me the most is that as tough as it was to get here, it's only the beginning. I know what I want to do, where I want to go, and who I want to be, and I'm stoked to keep working at it.