Post by The Legendary Ring Troll {BLM} on Mar 11, 2021 14:36:14 GMT -5
Sorry everyone, I have no one else to talk to about this, so I just wanted to post here. You don't have to read this, I just needed to vent.
My wife tried to intentionally overdose last night. This all stems from the previous night. We were watching Godzilla on the bed, both of us on our devices. She turned completely away from the TV, facing towards me, while still using her phone. Without thinking, I said "Godzilla's that way." She took this as rude and unnecessary and turned away from me. She soon left the room in the middle of the movie without a word to me and didn't come back for awhile. I turned the TV off and laid down. Mind you, we both suffer from depression. The next morning, she asks me to do something with a bit of anger in her voice. When I returned, she angrily asked if I did it. I returned her tone and said yes. This set her off, now I'm being mean and trying to fight since I had a tone. This sets me off, as this is a regular occurrence and usually I'm apologizing for random stuff, but its built up to the point where I'm upset now. I leave. She locks the door. I come back because I don't have my phone, wallet, keys, nothing. She won't open the door. I need my things but she won't let me in, I finally have to break the door to get my stuff. She starts gaslighting me and telling me I'm crazy and she's frightened of me and I'm doing all this. I leave. We don't talk all day. She sends me a picture of an empty pill bottle while I'm at work. Shortly after, I go to the hospital to see her. She's passed out, practically comatose. The couple times she does manage to open her eyes, she doesn't really seem to know what shes seeing. Doctor said she'll be there overnight and I should go home.
I receive a call today from her in the hospital. Still slurring and groggy. Says come pick me up. I go to the hospital, and they're confused. Someone finally comes talks to me and says, she's being admitted by the doctor and is unable to leave. When I asked if I could see her, I was told she became physical with staff while trying to exit the ward and is now sedated and restrained. I'm not allowed to see her, she's not allowed to leave, I don't know what's going on, my depression started triggering during our fight and now I'm full on depressed. I don't know what to do.
My wife tried to intentionally overdose last night. This all stems from the previous night. We were watching Godzilla on the bed, both of us on our devices. She turned completely away from the TV, facing towards me, while still using her phone. Without thinking, I said "Godzilla's that way." She took this as rude and unnecessary and turned away from me. She soon left the room in the middle of the movie without a word to me and didn't come back for awhile. I turned the TV off and laid down. Mind you, we both suffer from depression. The next morning, she asks me to do something with a bit of anger in her voice. When I returned, she angrily asked if I did it. I returned her tone and said yes. This set her off, now I'm being mean and trying to fight since I had a tone. This sets me off, as this is a regular occurrence and usually I'm apologizing for random stuff, but its built up to the point where I'm upset now. I leave. She locks the door. I come back because I don't have my phone, wallet, keys, nothing. She won't open the door. I need my things but she won't let me in, I finally have to break the door to get my stuff. She starts gaslighting me and telling me I'm crazy and she's frightened of me and I'm doing all this. I leave. We don't talk all day. She sends me a picture of an empty pill bottle while I'm at work. Shortly after, I go to the hospital to see her. She's passed out, practically comatose. The couple times she does manage to open her eyes, she doesn't really seem to know what shes seeing. Doctor said she'll be there overnight and I should go home.
I receive a call today from her in the hospital. Still slurring and groggy. Says come pick me up. I go to the hospital, and they're confused. Someone finally comes talks to me and says, she's being admitted by the doctor and is unable to leave. When I asked if I could see her, I was told she became physical with staff while trying to exit the ward and is now sedated and restrained. I'm not allowed to see her, she's not allowed to leave, I don't know what's going on, my depression started triggering during our fight and now I'm full on depressed. I don't know what to do.